CRUELTY

yup that right.. fitness are actually fine. but the things with cruelty only hit me after i do sparing..
sparing is when you have to fight your opponent and to win you have to get highest mark, by kicking either, front kick, side kick, back kick and etc.

also punching is a must. and also if u get to make ur opponent fall u will get 3 marks, which is high marks..

and for sure u get big applause for it..

huh, that what about sparing.. i love fitness, when i can push my self, to the limit where i tought that i couldnt do, but actually i can make it.. jus need to make sure your mental is strong enough to reach the beyond that you think you cant.

this study week is for me, fitness week and relaxation week, i have no idea why i am so relax, and i cant get my butt and especially my mind to the study mode..
i have no freaking idea why. so i just go for training every morning, came back and eat, and then rest the whole day, and its repeating this whole week the same schedule..
i know i such in bad condition because not studying, but i don't know. i jus got the feeling that i can do the final..
maybe i really need a good rest after all.
but anyway nats u have to study okayh?
and stop making excuses, you are not genius.!

by the way here some picture of the cruelty because of sparing..

ME bruises everywhere now

this one hmm, my finger bone mislocate.