This week is the worst ever since i have to squeeze in all my works that actually are done but because of certain stupid unavoidable things i have to go through all of it again and again until i did my best to atleast satisfy my self. im filling so FULLY OCCUPIED..
And i keep come back and forth frm shah alam to penang this past two weeks for this stupid interview, when there nothing much except just fill the form AGAIN for the second time !!! its jus PENAT GILA..
With all the work but i also need to STUDY.STUDY.STUDY for my FINAL, and it is really make me exhausted now..!!
Actually if like previous semester i know i can still make it, i can still give it my best i can still maintain my pointer, but this semester my confident level is very LOW, I mean it..
The condfident is just at the lowest percentage that i can give this time.
all the subject are pretty darn hard for me.. i just hate NUMBERS,,
im scared i cant give out my best, but i knw i will try!
But for this upcoming nearest paper which is CTU and BEL i knw i cant cause till now i didnt have a chance to hold the book yet, and not even a single page that i manage to flip.. hmmmm..
I just hope i can achieved what i have targeted for my pointer this semester, i really dont want to dissapointed anyone.
Of course not to be forgotten, i did not want to dissapoint a single person that have give hope to me, even if it just a small one, no I WILL NOT DO THAT! > my parents, sister, family and lecturer.
hmm, i dont know wether i can make it or not, i mean PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS, but im going to try my best to get it!!!
pretty pretty please lend me my strenght back YA ALLAH!
p/s : do pray and wish me luck okeyh! cz i really need some strenght right now, and i do missing my stitchy :(