people that change me and meant alot to me :)

 Last few days is the days where i met lots of hardship and stress but suddenly something came up to my mind as i was sitting alone trying to ease my tense in the bus on the way home to shah alam yeterday..
That eventhough i might be alone in my class and sometime at home..

But i forget that i do have a few people that really meant alot and are always there/ were there for me each time i fall down or need help..

So i just want expressed to them how grateful i am to have them by my side..

1. KATHLEEN FERNANDEZ (MY LOVE)

Oh dear, i love her so much! we are friends since kindergarten. so im proud to say our friendship are more then a decade now :) its still strong till now even we so far apart. even if we lost contact for so long, but once we have the chance to talk again it wouldnt be akward. this is because we so comfortable and understand each other so much. we have been through a lot, and that what have made our bond so strong. i wish our dream for staying together one day will come true :)

2. NASUHA SUBOH & 3. AMIRA [speky] ( MY KMPK BESTIES)

We've meet and we know for only about a month in matriculation in perak @ KMPK.  I do miss them alot. for suha, she think me as her pulse (nadi) as she called me ' nadiku'. Its so sweet! And till now she still called me that.  and my lovely mirae is my friend that very very manja with me.. in matrix i do wash& iron their cloth, make for them breakfast, stay up with them every night and many more. For some people they think both of them are bullying me but for me i dont mind spoiling them with my love.. u know y? cause they never looked down to me, always there to take care of me when i am really sick and most important they never be hipocrit towards me.  they are truly my best mates that i really miss so badly right now!

4. TORIQ   5.AFIQ    6. ARIMI    7. ZAI  ( my 1 year older seniorss xD)

'''''TORIQ

Hmm.. this person.. he is the only person i really love to see with songkok. Its really make me feel calm.. He knows that. This person is someone that really give impact in my life. He always will.. He knows too much about me. He understand my situation with my family. He knows well about my sickness. And his the one who i always seek when i need to cry.. But now if i really need to cry i will swallowed it down cause i no he will never be there ever for me again.. He changes me alot without he realising it..   .

I can share with other people my personal sometime but its not the same when with him. He really know how to wipe my tears away.But there things happen that now he gone in my life without i want it.  But things do happen,  thanks anyway Toriq Aziz b Salim, u meant so much to me.

''''''AFIQ

Given name is Muhammad Afiq Firdaus. He actually is my emeny.. opps i mean enemy. I hate him so much when i in high school. But now he is already like my brother . He is the one who will advice me, help me and do care about me like, ALOT!. He hate to see anyone bullying me and he will always try his best to calm me down whenever im in stress.. thnx afiq, i glad we are friend now!

'''''''ARIMI

He's the annoying monkey! He loves to make me annoyed and at time i feel like want to stab him to death, well i dont ussually do that to people. haha. Just that arimi the one who know me well like kathy, teyn and toriq. he know me when i about to burst to tears, laugh or anger. He is loud, extremly open and who my mom trust the most.. Last time it was me, kathy, kimi, teyn and toriq always together spending our weekend or holiday. its all about us. huhu.. KIMI BILA NAK JUMPA NI, RINDU!

'''' ZAI ZEFFERY

This particular person is the one who always take me out or to accompany me anywhere when im come back to shah alam, who always call me to cheer me up, and the nicest guys ever! He will never hurt me, or condemn me for who i am, and he accept me for ME, and for that im really thankful of knowing him and having him standing with me is a blessed! He always making me smile and always make jokes so im not sad or bored or anything, cause he always there to make me happy. i count on you!

8. ATIYAH NAJIHAH   

9.  FAEZAH SUHAIMI ( MY only UITM GURLS)

---TYAH

She is my coconut!..  She is the coco and im the nuts. We are so crazy when we are together. Seriously i mean gila tahap gaban. We met during orientation time in UITM. Since then we become inseparable. All thing we do together. But now as we are in different class we only got to meet like once a month or only when accidentaly bump into each other. But in whichever condition we met, the atmosphere will change to MADLY INSANE! seriously there is one moment when she so excited i saw me jus come out from the lift, she strangled me and kiss me cause so happy.. (0.0)  i like WTH, so shock with her action but what to do as i said we are crazy. ;P SHE IS MY COCONUT  FOREVER.

---FAEZAH

Fae.. fae.. okengss.. Her accompaniment is truly the best! We can just call each other once in a blue moon and talk! She is a electrical student so it even harder for me to see her compare to tyah..

But when we spent time together.

It always be fun and awesome! We can always give and take, and coperate which each other. We always advice and be true with each other. That the best things of all, there are no boundaries between us to share antyhing, cause there is no lies in our way. SAYA SAYANG KAMOO!

10. FATIN NABILA BT HAMSAN
11. WARDAH SAKINAH BT RIDZWAN

===TEYN

She know me well, cause she like my sister. I know most of her secret as she also know about mine. We are each other secret keeper. And any of us feel like crying either she called me or i call her. Cause its feel save :)

====WARDAH

My dear girlfreind she is! She is sweet, and she is my best friend  since secondary school standard 3 untill now. We still contacting sometimes and hang out with each other to ketchup what we been missed out. Comparing to the others from secondary friends only i and her still cntect and do bear with each other business. I always care about her till now. I just miss spending time with her. We only met each other like once a year sometimes.  SO DEAR, IM STILL DO REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS!


12. AXEL SCHILLER

He's my dear shunshine. And with him i can be as crazy as i might be. Cause im the nutsiest person he ever met. And he the shunshine as i love his smile. i miss him, cause his back in germany now! Last time when he was a transfer student in our school, he and kathy are the only person who could stand my madness ;P
but now all we could do are message through facebook, but its feel like his beside me, cause when i write to him, it seems like i couldnot stop, it the same when i talking and become crazy when his around. he jus the same old A PONYFICATION AXEL! GONATS! AXELL, SAYA RINDU KAMOO AMAT. KEMBALI LA KE MALAYSIA!

13. AHMAD HASIF B MAHAT

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNN CHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAANN! ngee.

 I know him when we are in silat tem as we went for the tournament together.  Thats when we start to know each other better. He from my view is a extremly kind and caring person towards everyone.

and for me He also is my SAVIOUR! Thank you, he is the one that pick me up from clasess at night. If he not there im think im dead meat! i dont know why,

 i just trust him, that y i told my mom, about him picking me up.. haha

 He also do advice me to stop stressing my self out and always ask me to take care of my health :)

 i always disturb him with my crazy message and pity him for that.

so dear nadiah syahirah bt md shah!.  

stop being misrable, be strong again. okeyh!

biaq pi orang nak cakap ape.

DONT STRESS UP! WAKEUP NATS!

there long way to go.

a journey of a thousand miles do need a strong step for beginning.

 dont mess it up la sayang!

dear all my friends, please remind me about this, and to all mention above u r always in my mind and my heart,
 i appriciate you guys very much!n all ur kindness will remain in my heart forever and will never fade!