update update..

1. i won 4th placed at ujian larian smlm, it about only 1.5 km. within (8-10 min i guess my time)

2. i did grammar test which is hard yesterday evening, and last night got quiz mengejut, n guess what it FRENCH for god sake. huh 0.0

3. ok today ill be having
-listening french test,
-managment test, (that will be damn hard, surely sure)
- kithcen class and kitchen test

puuuurghhhhhhhhhhhhhh, believe me, today i will be exhausted! n tomorrow when i plan on hang out and relax, i got ceramah in the morning, and its a 4 hour damn boring ceramah i have to attend. uh. and later at night i got raye feast "yg shokingly WAJIB, ya ya whatever, as if the activity here never wajib, evrytime it compulsary,!

oh gosh, what am i doing, nats!
u better stop now, u got test and yet u blog, oh nadiah syahirah.!
ok lets think OPTIMISTIC~
BBASYA! FIGHTING, I CAN DO THIS! 


k guys till i shall blog again.

cursing me!

DAMN! Nats.. what happen to you huh!
u waste all holiday doing stupid and meaningless things. sigh*
<i am not i just following the flow here so im not being dicth by my family over and over again>
stop giving stupid reason.
all this thought haunted me everyday,
i feeling guilty because of not touching my assignment and books, but still then i really dont have the time.
i admit i lazy but not purposely, RAYA make me tired and bored and my mood swings alot.
i really want to go back to penang to relax my self and to STUDY, i miss studying

im so upset with myself

but i really am freaking out, because next week tests coming up! how im supposed to survive when i did not study at all..
nats u r spoiling yourself to much.. wake up, WAKE UP!!
(smacking my head to make me come back to reality sounds a good idea)
sengal, that not going to work especially for me.! i need something much extravaganza than smacking my head. LIKE WHAT??!!



ok nats, breath, dear me please come back ASAP, because i need to finish all my assignment and study.
i hope after i reach penang this friday i still have time! *crossing finger*


OH NATS! please, you need to booster up nutsiest GAL, if not you are totally dead!

HAPPY

im so so happy now..
my dearest friend, send me a percel frm german :)
he send like a lot of things and also a letter..
a letter (as i said), a duck (i named shunshine), lavender seed, candle, lavender soap (he said HALAL), and mostimportand, LAVENDER.
im so happy :) thnx dear..
i really shock cause he did send me all those stuff..
and most importantly, he send me lavender.!
yes he did send me lavender..
eventhough it wilted but it smell still good!..
im so extremly happy..!!!!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. thank you Axel Schiller. :)
im so grateful to have a friend like you..
may god bless you always :)

it for ME:)

ducky >mr shunshine

candle and lavender seeds

letter frm him :)

lavender soap

all about me in france i write here later

Aslamualaikum..

hai semu..
amat2 penat minggu ni taw..
uhum.. smlm naik bus kul bape 11.45 mlm..
kul 6ptg da grak g jeti..
byg kn bape lme i tguu kt jetty tu. kebas bontott! haha xD
buka puasa ape lgi, selain roti kn.. ish..
bt yg pling terharu dgn my fren syahir n aiman..
drg sggup tggu smpi kul 10 mlm.. i pulak yg risau tkut drg x de bus nk blek Uni..
thnx sgt2 for taking cre of me..
umm.. pgi smpi kul 7 kt rmh amt pnt.
kms2 beg, settle kn brg, siap kn question utk g interview manager kt fridays..
fuh tgh2 bru nk tido, kul 10 da kena kejut.. kul 11 zai pn smpi tuk pick me up..
i da jnji nk jmpa dia ari ni. ksian dia kena jdi driver i kjp x psl2..
bt b4 g Sunway pyramid, singgah rmh k.kira kjp..
next pint stop bru la sunway.. otw to SP..
i dapat my present dlm kreta.. huhu!
thnx u so much well i love it very2 much!

picture of it..

carving of my name :)

thnx u so much zai zeffry b zainuddin..

i appriciated it very much >.<

ok actually ad 3 la tis is one of it.. yg len tu x ya r eh.. ngee~~

urm, after smpi SP ktorg pn smpt la tgk AIRBENDER.. best citer tu.. tpi tergantung la plak..! adess..

urmmm.. zai promise me, u kena bw i tgk citer tu continuation dia tau! i tuntut nnti..

hehe..

urm ye r pnt dia antr i x kn x tmn dia tgk movie kjp pn kn.. after abish movie in kul 2 cmtu, antr dia kt dpn tangga bergerak tu je, g kereta sendiri.. huhu..

theen bru i make move to friday's..

thum thum THUM.. my heart berdgup kencang tkut kot!.

i diri dpn spg stand, yeay junbug there..

hug her tight!..

msuk dlm skit, hi every one then saw amy, amy scream out loud!.. we ran to each other, like cerita hindustan gitu.. we hug ketat ketat.. haha.. rindu nyer kt drg..

walk around fridays every shouting shockingly.. i almost cried kegembiraan.. mcm x caye im in fridays again..

ALAS!.

then after alll settle down, i begin my assignment..

smpi kul 5 siap interview my ex manager AMY tersayang.. act interview skit je.. cz we were keeping on track wat we both missing bout each other..

after penat cakap cakap talking non stopping i pn dengan amy konon g washroom hee tpi g popular beli barang sikit.

then amy shockingly go and buy addmath book.. huh?! wth, dia nk study blek..

i ni ambl subject yg plg least number, i duno why on earth she want to study back! LOL.

next activity is i walk around SP until penat..

7 oclock sebelum berbuka i come back to fridays.

whoa semua pn so busy..

so what dia i did i sit at table 82..azan je i drink ice lemon tea and eat some date..

kul 8.10, feel guilty seat so long in fridays x order ape2, well i dont feel like eating pn.. mr naran suro i order gak, as ussual on his meal..

malu sangat2..

hmm so nak jge hati i order la blacken chicken alfredo>my fav..

bt take away..

waiting~~~~~~~~~~~~

siap my order, my dad call..

so i pn blek in rush n bye everyone jus like that cz everyone so busy! so sad.. i miss u guys hope to see them later on..

thAt all frm me for now.. update later..

penat lo..

lgi pn da pnjg kn!

hehee..

<3.

gOnAts

salam sayang semua..

hi guys howdy??
urm, i will update my blog wit my latest new + picture later keyh ^^
*winking,
I PROMISE!..
so wait up dear!
love u guys n tcre :)

2009 had fade away here cums 2010..

Well its morning of the new year now.. MORNING evibodyy

last night totally bored to death as i celebrate my new year all alone in da house.. sigh*

ok nvrmind its morning noww..

as 2009 flew awy cums 2010..

i cant wait to have new lyfe ahead of me after tis..

i wanna breakawayy..

as cat so scared n jumble up feelings to go in to 2010 bt i 4 me..

i jus a relieve..

i can atlast leave all the hardship tat weight me down on 2009..

need a break yar.. so im leaving 2009 far far behind..

need to forget all the misrable n moved on for good..

hardy har har..

i gonna miss all the sweet times me wit my two best partner ever in my life

tat always be der 4 me, n share all my problem wit..

even we r very different in personality n we did hv big fight small fight n all..

but tat teach us understand each other better n make us closer (gluedd) sayang korangg!

 thnx cz understand me well.. u guys rockk.. keep in touch kk??

-Kathleen Micheal Fernandez (u especially gurll kindagarten till now frenship will never breakk!))

-Toriq Aziz b Salim

(i loves u both of you somu ch n miss u sgtt)) in my heart awyzzzz <3 4 eva n eva

tis i make especially 4 u guyss,

We are like weathers,

Its real had to predict,

Sometimes it a bright sunny day,

Sometimes its dark with cloud of grey,

Or there jus times when thunder come crashing down,

We go all the weathers within,

But i hope we can have the rainbow..

its come after the rain on sunny day,

Yet it beautiful and colours the day...

yg down here its 4 my semangat..

 I'lll spread my wings n i learn how to fly

 I'll do wat i takes till i touch the sky

 And i'll make a wish

 Take a chance

 Make a change

 And break away

 Out of the darkness

 And into the sun

 But i wont forget all the one that i love

 I'll take a risk

 Take a chance

 Make a change

 And breakAWAYY..